on the way home

When you know what you want but you won't let yourself try to get it.
When you know what you're looking for but you don't know how to find it.
that's the little hell i come to find myself in between the good days.
that's the hell i dig deeper when i don't build during the good days.
Finding out that guys who went to school too long call that depression and
Finding a way to patch the holes and throw ropes over the chasms between the good days.
Is learning to find what i'm looking for and letting myself try to reach it.
Is learning to find what i'm looking for and letting myself try to reach it?